Passion

I believe myself to be a person with a lot of passion. I am passionate about many different things in my life, perhaps that makess me multifaceted, and maybe a little bit boring.

I would love to have one main passion in my life, something that is truly mine. I have always loved music and art, but I have never made it something that I am passionate about, it is not something that consumes my thoughts and I have a yearning, a true love to do it all day every day. 

I wish I had that. 

I think it goes back to my thoughts on finding the perfect job. If only I had something that I have pure passion for I would find my perfect job.

Now that I have a set schedule with more time for discovery, I think I am going to start experimenting to find a PASSION. Perhaps there is not something out there that I will ever feel an ultimate all-consuming passion for, but I would like to know that for certain. I think I will start with getting out my good old keyboard and see if I can remember how to play anything on it. It's been several years since I touched my poor keyboard, I'm sure it'll be happy for the company; maybe it will even help me find the right keys. 

Next, will be dusting off the old art supplies. I used to love drawing, and now that I am older I hope to have a different perspective on my art. I have a feeling I will still start drawing comic book characters. I can't help it, I'm a nerd.

I am not sure what my next "passion" choice will be, but I will keep you posted. 

I am not going to lie, I feel very excited right now. Energized. I think tonight is going to be one of those days I am able to stay awake past 10:30.